The rain and the wind are hitting the window. I’m locked in my room trying not to cry, but it’s getting impossible. I feel like one of those girls that make everything that happens to them a drama. Oh gosh, I am becoming one of those girls! Oh well… I don’t care. I’m too depressed to try to change it.

         We are just a few days away from Christmas and I have a LOT of things to do. Obviously I haven’t start doing any of it. My romantic life doesn’t give me space to think of anything else. Why do I say this? Because I have a problem in my hands. A problem that I don’t have the courage to fix because I don’t want to break the heart of a certain person… but sooner or later I’m going to have to do it so it’s better if I start gathering courage right now.

          On top of that heart-break situation I am falling in love (again) for a guy with a girlfriend. Yaaay! I feel really really stupid for that. I don’t want to admit it to him because I’m terrified of the answer.

         Well, I’m going to eat chocolate now. See ya later.