It's amazing how life works...
We all have those persons who were forgotten by us, and left in the past. It's not like we don't like them anymore. We just got busy with something and with the time communication between us decreased. They can be really close to you and before you know it you end up losing them. Yes, because in most of the cases that's what happens...  You can still greet them when you pass by them, or you just stare at each other and smile remembering the old times, but the truth is things are never the same. I have a lot of friends that that happened to. Friends that I really loved. They changed, we changed. Deep down we don't know each other anymore. 
People come and go to your life, but only a few make a difference in it. You can try to replace the ones that left, but if were really special you can't. Life doesn't work that way. I really miss my friend Miguel... we used to be really close to each other, and we had a crush on each other too. I really want to forget him, but as much as I try I can't... I--I still love him. I really do. And I feel stupid about it because I know he doesn't feel the same way about me. Maybe if I had made other decisions in my life in the past things were different. Maybe we could be together. But if it didn't happen it's because it wasn't supposed to. 
Who knows... Maybe in the future .

...Yes I am

Hi... remember me?

I was once your favorite hello and your hardest goodbye. I was the person you relied on everything. I was the person you loved to talk the most. And now? I'm just a friend that you don't wanna see. A insignificant friend among the others. I wish I understood you, because if I did, maybe I wasn't so hurt right now. In spite of all that I wish you the best in you r life. 

I don't understand how a person can change so much in a few months, how can you just forget someone that you once said you really liked? 

Gotta go now...

Lots of love, M*

           The rain and the wind are hitting the window. I’m locked in my room trying not to cry, but it’s getting impossible. I feel like one of those girls that make everything that happens to them a drama. Oh gosh, I am becoming one of those girls! Oh well… I don’t care. I’m too depressed to try to change it.

         We are just a few days away from Christmas and I have a LOT of things to do. Obviously I haven’t start doing any of it. My romantic life doesn’t give me space to think of anything else. Why do I say this? Because I have a problem in my hands. A problem that I don’t have the courage to fix because I don’t want to break the heart of a certain person… but sooner or later I’m going to have to do it so it’s better if I start gathering courage right now.

          On top of that heart-break situation I am falling in love (again) for a guy with a girlfriend. Yaaay! I feel really really stupid for that. I don’t want to admit it to him because I’m terrified of the answer.

         Well, I’m going to eat chocolate now. See ya later.